Friday, February 17, 2012

things getting worse

smlm aku gaduh besar...sgt besar...n aku kire inilah pergaduhan aku yg terbesar skali ngan die....he's tollay a different person now...aku pun xtau nape aku jadi cam org gile smlm...sampai menggigil...kebas seluruh badan...tp...arini aku rase lebih tenang..sbb aku dah leh ngadu ngan Ilahi....aku da wat solat hajat...kalo aku tercipta utk die...InsyaAllah...as for now aku malas nk pikir....aku xkan contact die...aku akan kuat...be a stong gurl....
N now...aku de diopis....menghabiskan sisa2 idop aku yg xmenentu...ups n downs...tp lebih byk down kot....hahaha...bile pikir2 kesian betol kat diri aku...maybe aku dah wat wrong decision.. its ok...i've learnt somethin' at least...

Kakak,
From now onwards, u 've to be a strong gurl...berdiri di kaki sendiri..InsyaAllah....
jgn lupe TUHAN...ape2 pun dariNya...ujian utk aku..at least i know that HE still love me for giving me a great test...Subhanallah..Alhamdulillah...;p

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